Dear Papa

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Papa…I miss saying that word, it’s just a simple word that has been absent from my daily vocabulary since 20 years ago today… I was just 13 years old when you left this earth suddenly and there is not a day that goes by where I don’t think about you. Papa, I miss saying it just like I miss you. I miss you more and more each day. I miss your goofy smile, I miss your laugh, I miss your hugs, I miss playing soccer or basketball with you, I miss your early morning workout (100 push up at 5am), I miss helping you fix the car (you use to ask me to help you with the tool), I miss dancing with you, I miss your cooking style (you use to add too much salt lol), I miss traveling with you, I miss seeing you giving my brothers an haircut, braiding me and my sisters (yes, Papa was braiding our hair), I miss seeing you speak in different languages (Papa spoke at least 7 languages)… I’ve always looked up to you and tried to be like you. You were great at every subject, and you’re knowledge and intelligence was out of this world! I will do everything I can to be the best parent for my kids, as you were to me. Although I miss you everyday, my heart is full of pride and joy that we had such a great relationship and beautiful memories. No daughter could ever have hoped for a better Papa.

I will always love you and you will always be with us.

Love from your daughter, Janice

Je t’aime Papa xo

To My Son…My Little Coconut D’Amour

Dear Noha

You turned 19 months a few days ago….. (STOP MOVING SO FAST TIME!)!!!

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From the day you were born…my focus, my love, my entire being and all shifted.  I fell hard for you and I cannot imagine my life without you… You made your entrance into this world in a way that made me feel like from the get-go, you were meant to be here and every single day, I am more in love than the last.  You,  my little coconut d’amour, are pure joy and we love you sooooooo much.  Thank you for your constant smile, your hugs, your calm attitude, your bright and beautiful spirit.

I love you.

xoxo

Mom